I Had You

Always been blessed,
had that gift,
people rarely tell me no.
But if there was one night
I truly got what I wanted,
oh man it was you.
The wine told me "him"
and we listened all night long.

Creativity

I had so many lines in my head
but I was so exhausted
sleep stole them away from me,
wove them into my my dreams.
I awoke and they were forgotten,
great words lost again
because with great creativity
there is seldom great solidity.

Like Many Women Before Me

I've let people in
when I'm vulnerable
that only make me weak
because I lean on them,
forget my own two feet
and these people aren't good for me.

Not anymore.
Now I'm keeping my strength.
I am the cure for my insecurity.
I am empowered.
I am woman.

Never Will Last

I'm having some issues,
Which started long before you,
By your time my first thought,
Is "too good to be true."

They come and they go,
In the blink of an eye,
Never staying in my world,
So long as in my mind.

I told you from the start,
From the word go,
It was just a quick sprint,
Another jump in the show.

Alone

You can only distract yourself for so long,
Always on the move,
To shut out the darkness and hold back the tears,
But the night will soon catch up with you.
It closes in and breaks you down,
And you are nothing but alone.

Dreams?

Found myself

                       in this world
so prone to

                       change
colours fast

                       fade to grey.

I wilt when the

                         sun goes
suddenly

                         feel alone
like I'm in a

                                      bubble.

The sun and the moon

                                    have different ways
but I have no separation

                                    of dreams
and reality.