Honey, Why?

Sit back and sigh,
Oh honey,
I almost want to cry,
This time's awful funny,
Thinking what to say,
And how you'll react,
Could go the wrong way,
But that I care is a fact,
So I've got to try,
Find out what it is,
Ask the question why,
Are you doing all of this.

It's Ok.

It's ok to shed a tear,
And remember things you don't have anymore,
Just appreciate the things you have today.
It's ok to fall apart,
Whether for one day or more,
Just keep the good in mind.
It's ok to feel torn,
But remember what your heart's for,
Just keep love in mind.
It's ok to miss your past,
And the days you had before,
Just be open to tomorrow.
It's ok to feel fear,
As you step through a new door,
Just know you're not alone.

A Fear That Should Be Emtpy

Head full of worry,
Heart full of woe,
I've got a fear,
Beginning to show.
If there's some other girl,
When you're out tonight,
Could you be tempted,
To do what's no right?
If it happened,
I'd find myself lost,
I'd be reminded,
Every choice has a cost.
So alone tonight,
I think of my fear,
Hope it is empty,
And wish you were near.

Lost

Ever faithful,
Ever trusting,
I was always there.
Never faithful,
Not worth trusting,
Was what we shared.
You were the player,
And I played your fool,
Trusting in you.
I'd had my worries,
Felt the fear,
But dismissed the doubt.
Then came a shadow,
I knew something was wrong,
And it all came out.
For all my hopes,
And all my fears,
Everything was wrong.
Now there is nothing,
That we can do,
It's a simple fact that we're through.

Head vs. Heart

I want to be single,
But I'm lonely,
Feel like I'm using you,
Just don't want to be losing you,
And feeling more alone.
It's in a girl's nature,
To look around,
To shop for the best she can,
Leave the rest only when she can,
Set her eyes on just one.
Love your company,
Love your cuddles,
Fun and flirtful,
But am I hurtful flirtful,
Don't want to be hurting you.
In my mind I know you're great,
Yet my heart is unsure,
It's a crazy situation,
But I can't help my hesitation,
Don't know what to do about you.

Force Unknown

In the dark,
In the cold,
A heart,
With a crust of stone.
Strong so it may take forever and a day,
To reach the warmth below,
But weak enough that it takes just one blow,
One force to shatter the stone,
A blast of passion,
Causing a heatwave of heart and mind,
Riding on winds so high,
Then crashing low,
Crushing heart,
As it did stone.
In the dark,
In the cold,
A heart,
Destroyed,
By a force unknown.

Smile of a Memory

I smile slightly,
At a memory,
A thought of you,
How it used to be.
A simple thing you said,
Still making me smile,
From a day friends swore,
I was swimming in the Nile.
Those days slipped away,
Distance between us grows,
That memory brings a broken smile,
I wonder if that shows.