Head vs. Heart

I want to be single,
But I'm lonely,
Feel like I'm using you,
Just don't want to be losing you,
And feeling more alone.
It's in a girl's nature,
To look around,
To shop for the best she can,
Leave the rest only when she can,
Set her eyes on just one.
Love your company,
Love your cuddles,
Fun and flirtful,
But am I hurtful flirtful,
Don't want to be hurting you.
In my mind I know you're great,
Yet my heart is unsure,
It's a crazy situation,
But I can't help my hesitation,
Don't know what to do about you.

Force Unknown

In the dark,
In the cold,
A heart,
With a crust of stone.
Strong so it may take forever and a day,
To reach the warmth below,
But weak enough that it takes just one blow,
One force to shatter the stone,
A blast of passion,
Causing a heatwave of heart and mind,
Riding on winds so high,
Then crashing low,
Crushing heart,
As it did stone.
In the dark,
In the cold,
A heart,
Destroyed,
By a force unknown.

Smile of a Memory

I smile slightly,
At a memory,
A thought of you,
How it used to be.
A simple thing you said,
Still making me smile,
From a day friends swore,
I was swimming in the Nile.
Those days slipped away,
Distance between us grows,
That memory brings a broken smile,
I wonder if that shows.

Love Trip

When you want to trip,
Feel like you want to fall,
Who is it going to catch you,
Save you from all,
All in your mind,
Which is slipping from your grip,
Losing yourself this day,
At the end of your own finger tips,
Contemplation comes and goes,
Confusion set deep,
Flying up, falling down,
Crashing, wanting to weep.

Beautiful Day

Girl, wait and you'll see,
It's all gonna be ok,
Bad times see their end,
And girl it's a beautiful day.
The clouds in your mind will clear,
Take your eyes to the sky,
Until your storm blows through,
Keep a smile and your head high.
Though there's trouble in your eyes,
There's no need for tears,
Surrounded by wonder,
And never alone in your fears.
You may be falling,
Solid ground slipping away,
But someone will catch you,
And it's a beautiful day.

Ink of Life

No chance to go crazy,
Because I was always that way,
It's been like that forever,
From the beginning of time,
If fate is written,
A set plan for our lives,
Then the author of my life,
Has written me a struggle in this chapter.
Don't know what it is,
But I see the ink run red,
A pen grasped tight,
I wish to rewrite my life,
But there's no way to erase,
These things set out,
Even as tears cause ink to run,
There is sadness still to come.

I Want To Know

Just want you to tell me,
Let me know what's wrong,
I could try not to worry,
But I'm not that strong,
I feel like I'm crashing down,
Falling to pieces now,
I'd make it all better,
If I just knew how,
But I can't figure you out,
You're impossible,
In sincere silence,
A mystery to all,
And you've got me,
Trapped in my mind,
Swimming in confusion,
Trying to be nice,
Things were going fine,
But for a short time,
Now I feel a wall,
That I just can't climb,
So I'm stuck at rock bottom,
With you on the other side,
Thinking thoughts,
You shan't confide.