Crushing Pain

I'm finding it hard to bear,
This crushing pain,
I see my life wither,
As I walk through the rain,
Right before my face,
My world is falling down,
Tears build in my eyes,
As all seems to hit the ground,
I can't find the strength to care,
About anything but him,
Without him life is pointless,
All but him is dim,
Everything is black and white,
And I'm so sick of it,
He's the only colour,
He's oh so brightly lit,
I love him with all my heart,
I need him to light the way,
But he's just out of reach,
And it hurts more than I can say,
I want to be with him dearly,
But I know only too well,
That I cannot touch him,
So I live my life in hell,
I long for him to love me,
But that's just a dream,
I want this feeling to die,
But it's so extreme.