The Drink and Two Lovers

It's so sad,
To see you falling,
With all you're doing,
You'll soon be crawling,
You can't keep going,
How you are at the moment,
I can't bear to watch it,
It's twisted, bent,
It hurts me to see,
You hurting yourself,
But I can't find the words to stop you,
Within myself,
You can't see the pain you cause,
To yourself and others,
You have to stop this,
The drink and two lovers.

Crushing Pain

I'm finding it hard to bear,
This crushing pain,
I see my life wither,
As I walk through the rain,
Right before my face,
My world is falling down,
Tears build in my eyes,
As all seems to hit the ground,
I can't find the strength to care,
About anything but him,
Without him life is pointless,
All but him is dim,
Everything is black and white,
And I'm so sick of it,
He's the only colour,
He's oh so brightly lit,
I love him with all my heart,
I need him to light the way,
But he's just out of reach,
And it hurts more than I can say,
I want to be with him dearly,
But I know only too well,
That I cannot touch him,
So I live my life in hell,
I long for him to love me,
But that's just a dream,
I want this feeling to die,
But it's so extreme.

This Hurts

He has my heart,
But doesn't know it,
I love him so,
But I can't show it,
He's the one,
I want to be with,
The one for who,
My life, I'd give,
Always on my mind,
And it hurts so much,
Oh how I long,
To feel his touch,
But I can't have him,
I know that well,
This love's unreturned,
This life is hell.

Beat Me To It

I was going to dump you,
But you beat me to it,
You greasy haired bitch,
It didn't hurt one bit,
I'm glad it's over,
But it doesn't feel closed,
We still need to talk,
Clear up things imposed,
I have things I need to say,
For your own good,
I hope you listen,
You know you should,
I hope you explain,
Why you did it all,
Thought I was stupid,
Thought I'd be your fool,
Now we have spoken,
Everything's done,
You didn't listen,
But still, have fun,
I don't think you'll do,
All that well in life,
But you've got friends,
Or a knife,
I hate you for not saying,
Why you did that to me,
But otherwise I'm still here,
If you need me to be,
Ever caring,
Because you were sweet,
Hoping the current wanker,
Might soon retreat,
I know I should forget you,
And just move along,
But you'll be around,
So I guess there's nothing wrong,
With staying friends,
And hanging out,
So I'll say goodbye,
But see you about.

With or Without You

I've lost you,
I've lost everything,
Lost my will to live,
And the ability to give,
Lost my appetite,
And the strength to fight,
Lost the power to be strong,
And the courage to live on,
Lost the need for you,
And all the things you used to do,
I can make it on my own,
I will make it all alone.

Dying Without You

Countless apologies,
Because I went wrong,
Sitting here crying,
And playing this song,
If you go,
I'll miss you dearly,
Without you around,
It's hard to see clearly,
Hard to see,
Through my tears,
Made of memories,
Of this past year,
I value you,
Oh so much,
Life is better,
With your finishing touch,
And if I've lost that,
I'll just keep crying,
Because without you around,
I am dying.

With Some Help

I am failing,
I did it again,
I have to stop,
I can, but don't know when,
It best be soon,
As it's adding together,
It's getting worse,
Stopping is now or never,
I'm going to do this,
I'm going to pull through,
But not alone,
I need help from you.