Monday, 23 April 2007

Evil Guy

There was evil in his eyes,
As he paced the room,
It was easy to see,
This guy was death and doom,
There would be no escape,
There would be no mercy,
This guy was harsh,
Evil as could be,
You'd better watch your step,
Mind where you go,
'Cause he could be lurking,
You'd never know.

Monday, 16 April 2007

Online

Standing life stuck in this place,
Getting by with my own embrace,
Because between us there's so much space,
And I'm hating loving you now.
You're amazing in every way,
Coming through for me most everyday,
Because you always know what to say,
And I'm not sure I want to be so close to you now.
You help me know what to do,
Bring sense back into view,
Because I can talk and listen to you,
And I wish I was with you all now.

This Thing of Caring

There's a constant worry,
That I want to go away,
It's this thing of caring,
That's not going my way,
With such a heated passion,
I want some lives to be fine,
As long as those few have good lives,
I don't particularly care about mine,
If there could be confirmation,
They'd have no need to cry,
Then it'd be easier,
For me to live my lie.

Thursday, 15 March 2007

The Drink and Two Lovers

It's so sad,
To see you falling,
With all you're doing,
You'll soon be crawling,
You can't keep going,
How you are at the moment,
I can't bear to watch it,
It's twisted, bent,
It hurts me to see,
You hurting yourself,
But I can't find the words to stop you,
Within myself,
You can't see the pain you cause,
To yourself and others,
You have to stop this,
The drink and two lovers.

Wednesday, 14 March 2007

Crushing Pain

I'm finding it hard to bear,
This crushing pain,
I see my life wither,
As I walk through the rain,
Right before my face,
My world is falling down,
Tears build in my eyes,
As all seems to hit the ground,
I can't find the strength to care,
About anything but him,
Without him life is pointless,
All but him is dim,
Everything is black and white,
And I'm so sick of it,
He's the only colour,
He's oh so brightly lit,
I love him with all my heart,
I need him to light the way,
But he's just out of reach,
And it hurts more than I can say,
I want to be with him dearly,
But I know only too well,
That I cannot touch him,
So I live my life in hell,
I long for him to love me,
But that's just a dream,
I want this feeling to die,
But it's so extreme.

Monday, 12 March 2007

This Hurts

He has my heart,
But doesn't know it,
I love him so,
But I can't show it,
He's the one,
I want to be with,
The one for who,
My life, I'd give,
Always on my mind,
And it hurts so much,
Oh how I long,
To feel his touch,
But I can't have him,
I know that well,
This love's unreturned,
This life is hell.

Saturday, 10 March 2007

Beat Me To It

I was going to dump you,
But you beat me to it,
You greasy haired bitch,
It didn't hurt one bit,
I'm glad it's over,
But it doesn't feel closed,
We still need to talk,
Clear up things imposed,
I have things I need to say,
For your own good,
I hope you listen,
You know you should,
I hope you explain,
Why you did it all,
Thought I was stupid,
Thought I'd be your fool,
Now we have spoken,
Everything's done,
You didn't listen,
But still, have fun,
I don't think you'll do,
All that well in life,
But you've got friends,
Or a knife,
I hate you for not saying,
Why you did that to me,
But otherwise I'm still here,
If you need me to be,
Ever caring,
Because you were sweet,
Hoping the current wanker,
Might soon retreat,
I know I should forget you,
And just move along,
But you'll be around,
So I guess there's nothing wrong,
With staying friends,
And hanging out,
So I'll say goodbye,
But see you about.