Where are the pieces

Where are you when I need you,
Anyone to hold me together,
Because I feel I'm falling apart
With the pieces flying far,
And the pain in me now,
Is so different to what I've felt,
Before, in all my years,
Everything has come together,
Into a crushing weight,
More than I can take,
Perhaps. But I've been so strong,
I want to fight, carry on,
I just need to find the pieces,
Please return my heart and help me,
Clear confusion from my head.