Only The Future

We can not change the past,
However hard we wish,
Or try,
The past is done,
But hearts will mend in time.
Something special,
Was left behind,
Scattered along our separate paths,
Shattered far back,
To where our paths once joined.
Before it split,
The road was bright,
We can't go back,
But our paths are getting closer,
We could meet again.
Even when clouds,
Darkened our skies,
Together we'd stand strong,
You were my lifeline,
Let's find that strength again.
To what's past,
Though we can't go back,
We can make memories again,
We can not change the past,
We only have the future,
So here's to us, now, and then.

Dreaming/Lonely

My dreams overcome me,
Like I'm treading water,
I'm treading thoughts in my head,
Just out of my depth,
I need someone taller,
There to take me in their arms,
So I can relax,
And think clearly,
Not struggling for breath,
But tonight I am alone,
Just myself on my bed,
I'm thinking and I'm dreaming,
Flying over oceans in my mind,
And longing for my flight,
To be reality,
Just dreaming, wishing,
I wasn't lonely tonight.

What I'm Thinking About

Darling, I am lost,
I've simply lost myself,
Don't know what I'm saying,
What I'm thinking about.

Thoughts come and go,
They don't hang around,
Long enough for me to know,
What I'm thinking about.

My head is floating,
I'm awake in dreamland,
Feeling alright but I don't know,
What I'm thinking about.

A New Beginning

I slam the door,
And turn the key.
Never going back.
Perhaps this is wrong,
But it feels so right.
I hope I stay happy.
Finally free,
My heart soars.
It’s got ideas.
For one door closed,
Many are opened.
Endless possibilities.
Keys swinging on a chain,
Ready to open up my life.
Which one is right?

Let Go

I can't think straight,
I just don't want it to be true,
But I don't see why she'd lie,
And it wouldn't be much new.

Hey girl, he's just a guy,
And it seems they're all the same,
She's just a girl,
All that changes is her name.

Did he ever care,
I really don't know,
I just know I did,
But I have to let it go.

Confused Thoughts

Something's really stabbing me,
Ripping at my heart,
Something's causing me great pain,
Pulling me apart.
I’m not too sure what it is,
Though I've some idea,
Although I am quite confused,
I think it'd be better with you here.
I do love you,
As much as I've found doubt,
I feel far better,
Whenever you're about.
And yeah I hugged that other guy,
But that guy's just a friend,
Now you, you're mine,
And I don't want that to end.

Can't Hold On

If there’s ever a good thing,
It always seems to go the same way,
Up in smoke,
Blowing far away,
I lose it in moments,
I wonder had it been lost all along,
It seemed right,
But obviously somewhere it went wrong,
I can’t hold on,
To the things that I hold highest,
So each day I’ll watch them slip away,
Until I lay to my final rest.

Believe In Yourself

Surely you are right,
For of course it is your life,
But what if you are wrong,
As one part of you has felt all along,
In all you should stop worrying,
Because either way you will go far,
You’ll sort it out,
Of that you have no doubt,
Your worry is a string,
Holding you from having fun,
And what is life worth living,
If you’re not believing,
In yourself,
And in true love,
For you and your love,
Should come far above,
Any other obstacle,
Giving reason for depression,
So please forget regret,
Don’t let yourself be upset.

Care

When you ignore me I feel unloved,
I feel a pain inside,
And it seems that there is no one,
In which I can confide.
So I’ll stay quiet,
I won’t complain,
I’ll let days and nights pass,
With tears in vain.
There’s going to come a point,
When I just can’t take it anymore,
I’ll have to make a change,
Find someone that cares more.

What You Put A Girl Through

Do you know,
What you put a girl through,
Doing that to her,
Oh, if only you knew.

You singled her out,
Pushed her away,
Made her feel alone,
Each painstaking day.

Do you know,
What you put a girl through,
Doing that to her,
Oh, if only you knew.

You spread rumours,
Horrible lies,
The pain she was taking,
You’ll never realise.

Do you know,
What you put a girl through,
Doing that to her,
Oh, if only you knew.

You got her down,
Made her feel low,
Why you had to do it all,
She’ll never really know.

Do you know,
What you put a girl through,
Doing that to her,
Oh, if only you knew.

What stopped her pain,
You haven’t a clue,
But it’s that she realised,
How much better she is than you.

Do you know,
What you put a girl through,
Doing that to her,
Oh, if only you knew.

She called you her friends,
And you called her yours,
But then it all changed,
Out came your claws.

Do you know,
What you put a girl through,
Doing that to her,
Oh, if only you knew.

Now she no longer cares,
You get no more fun,
All her pain for your tiny pleasure,
But why was she the one?

Do you know,
What you put a girl through,
Doing that to her,
Oh, if only you knew.

Goodnight, my love

I hope you're all tucked up in bed,
So you can rest your sleepy head,
Have sweet dreams of me n' you,
And I will dream of us too,
So turn out the light,
Sleep well and goodnight,
'Cause I love you,
You know it's true.

Make My Dreams Come True

Where ever this life takes me,
I will still be myself,
Whether I make it or not,
To where I want to be,
I'm going to be me.
I have a fake confidence,
About what I plan to do,
Maybe I'll wake up one day,
Truly as confident as I can pretend,
Knowing I'll make it in the end.
Yet perhaps I'm just terrified,
Scared of what's to come,
Unsure of my future,
So terrified of the failure I may face,
That I cannot face my fear.
The way you put things,
You seem to want to crush my dreams,
Yet you should be the one,
Helping me through,
Helping me to make my dreams come true.