Someday, somehow.

You made me feel wanted,
You made me feel loved,
Once upon a time,
But a lie like that,
Was going to die.

We knew you were used,
My personal abuse,
As you yourself hit the ground,
You were still there,
Breaking my falls.

Our lives go on,
Though confused,
You are stronger now,
And I'll make it too,
Someday, somehow.

Prey of Love

If love is a saviour,
Then why does love,
Create fear. In my eyes,
There is perfection, but,
At such a cost.
I pay the price of flaws,
That I can not see,
Hidden in your beauty,
There is beast.
Any warning would fall,
On deaf ears,
Because love is a shield,
Waiting for the weak.

Boy That I Once Knew

You're like the addiction,
That I left behind,
May not need you like I did everyday,
But you're always on my mind.
I used to fall on you,
Trusting that you'd catch me,
Now I fall on the ground,
Past truths I couldn't see.
Yet as each day comes,
I take it in my stride,
Even with you gone,
Nothing I have to hide.
Almost as strong now,
As I was with you,
But if I lose my footing,
You are still the boy that I once knew.

Time Changes

Memories fade,

But that's ok,

The talk isn't what it's about today.

Truth can be tough,

We'll survive,

Say, do you feel alive?

What's been done,

It's in the past,

Nothing really was built to last.

Old is over,

New has begun,

We all knew we had fun.

Time's been changing,

We are moving on,

Letting go of times long gone.

Fear

Do you hate what you've done,
Do you mean what you say,
Is this going to be how love is,
Until your dying day?

Do you have regrets,
Do you care about me,
Do you believe,
We were ever meant to be?

Was it me,
Or is it her,
Which words stand true,
Who do you prefer?

Will I ever believe,
The words I hear,
After betrayal and mistrust,
I have a fear.

Memories Last

Missing chances,
Suffering loss,
Harsh reminders,
Of what choices cost.
View as lessons,
See no regret,
Learn from the pains,
Lest you forget.
You can long,
For the distance past,
Or smile fondly,
As memories last.

Honey, Why?

Sit back and sigh,
Oh honey,
I almost want to cry,
This time's awful funny,
Thinking what to say,
And how you'll react,
Could go the wrong way,
But that I care is a fact,
So I've got to try,
Find out what it is,
Ask the question why,
Are you doing all of this.

It's Ok.

It's ok to shed a tear,
And remember things you don't have anymore,
Just appreciate the things you have today.
It's ok to fall apart,
Whether for one day or more,
Just keep the good in mind.
It's ok to feel torn,
But remember what your heart's for,
Just keep love in mind.
It's ok to miss your past,
And the days you had before,
Just be open to tomorrow.
It's ok to feel fear,
As you step through a new door,
Just know you're not alone.

A Fear That Should Be Emtpy

Head full of worry,
Heart full of woe,
I've got a fear,
Beginning to show.
If there's some other girl,
When you're out tonight,
Could you be tempted,
To do what's no right?
If it happened,
I'd find myself lost,
I'd be reminded,
Every choice has a cost.
So alone tonight,
I think of my fear,
Hope it is empty,
And wish you were near.

Lost

Ever faithful,
Ever trusting,
I was always there.
Never faithful,
Not worth trusting,
Was what we shared.
You were the player,
And I played your fool,
Trusting in you.
I'd had my worries,
Felt the fear,
But dismissed the doubt.
Then came a shadow,
I knew something was wrong,
And it all came out.
For all my hopes,
And all my fears,
Everything was wrong.
Now there is nothing,
That we can do,
It's a simple fact that we're through.

Head vs. Heart

I want to be single,
But I'm lonely,
Feel like I'm using you,
Just don't want to be losing you,
And feeling more alone.
It's in a girl's nature,
To look around,
To shop for the best she can,
Leave the rest only when she can,
Set her eyes on just one.
Love your company,
Love your cuddles,
Fun and flirtful,
But am I hurtful flirtful,
Don't want to be hurting you.
In my mind I know you're great,
Yet my heart is unsure,
It's a crazy situation,
But I can't help my hesitation,
Don't know what to do about you.

Force Unknown

In the dark,
In the cold,
A heart,
With a crust of stone.
Strong so it may take forever and a day,
To reach the warmth below,
But weak enough that it takes just one blow,
One force to shatter the stone,
A blast of passion,
Causing a heatwave of heart and mind,
Riding on winds so high,
Then crashing low,
Crushing heart,
As it did stone.
In the dark,
In the cold,
A heart,
Destroyed,
By a force unknown.

Smile of a Memory

I smile slightly,
At a memory,
A thought of you,
How it used to be.
A simple thing you said,
Still making me smile,
From a day friends swore,
I was swimming in the Nile.
Those days slipped away,
Distance between us grows,
That memory brings a broken smile,
I wonder if that shows.

Love Trip

When you want to trip,
Feel like you want to fall,
Who is it going to catch you,
Save you from all,
All in your mind,
Which is slipping from your grip,
Losing yourself this day,
At the end of your own finger tips,
Contemplation comes and goes,
Confusion set deep,
Flying up, falling down,
Crashing, wanting to weep.

Beautiful Day

Girl, wait and you'll see,
It's all gonna be ok,
Bad times see their end,
And girl it's a beautiful day.
The clouds in your mind will clear,
Take your eyes to the sky,
Until your storm blows through,
Keep a smile and your head high.
Though there's trouble in your eyes,
There's no need for tears,
Surrounded by wonder,
And never alone in your fears.
You may be falling,
Solid ground slipping away,
But someone will catch you,
And it's a beautiful day.

Ink of Life

No chance to go crazy,
Because I was always that way,
It's been like that forever,
From the beginning of time,
If fate is written,
A set plan for our lives,
Then the author of my life,
Has written me a struggle in this chapter.
Don't know what it is,
But I see the ink run red,
A pen grasped tight,
I wish to rewrite my life,
But there's no way to erase,
These things set out,
Even as tears cause ink to run,
There is sadness still to come.

I Want To Know

Just want you to tell me,
Let me know what's wrong,
I could try not to worry,
But I'm not that strong,
I feel like I'm crashing down,
Falling to pieces now,
I'd make it all better,
If I just knew how,
But I can't figure you out,
You're impossible,
In sincere silence,
A mystery to all,
And you've got me,
Trapped in my mind,
Swimming in confusion,
Trying to be nice,
Things were going fine,
But for a short time,
Now I feel a wall,
That I just can't climb,
So I'm stuck at rock bottom,
With you on the other side,
Thinking thoughts,
You shan't confide.

Where are we going

Where's this going,
Me and you,
I'm not sure at the moment,
Of what I want to do,
When you're with me,
You're just great,
But around others,
There's a flicker of hate,
Why are you like this,
What is it that's wrong,
This needs sorting out,
I can't take it for long.