Happy Right Now?

Tell me are you happy right now,
Is this the life you dreamed,
Do I seem happy to you,
Is that the way it’s always been?
So I’m a positive light in the world,
Always looking up,
But you know there comes a point,
When even I have had enough.
I’ll smile ‘til I’m alone,
But where is my bright side,
Where has my light gone,
Why do I want to cry?
I’m stuck in this place,
And lost in my world,
Trying to find my way,
Get my feet back on the ground.

Blue Roses

Red rose is dead,
As you to me,
I'm still trapped,
But should be free.
There is no more,
But I can't let go,
Lost in a world,
But you don't know.
We had our time,
Some things you never knew,
I know you never will,
But blue roses make me think of you.