I Want To Know

Just want you to tell me,
Let me know what's wrong,
I could try not to worry,
But I'm not that strong,
I feel like I'm crashing down,
Falling to pieces now,
I'd make it all better,
If I just knew how,
But I can't figure you out,
You're impossible,
In sincere silence,
A mystery to all,
And you've got me,
Trapped in my mind,
Swimming in confusion,
Trying to be nice,
Things were going fine,
But for a short time,
Now I feel a wall,
That I just can't climb,
So I'm stuck at rock bottom,
With you on the other side,
Thinking thoughts,
You shan't confide.

Where are we going

Where's this going,
Me and you,
I'm not sure at the moment,
Of what I want to do,
When you're with me,
You're just great,
But around others,
There's a flicker of hate,
Why are you like this,
What is it that's wrong,
This needs sorting out,
I can't take it for long.

Only The Future

We can not change the past,
However hard we wish,
Or try,
The past is done,
But hearts will mend in time.
Something special,
Was left behind,
Scattered along our separate paths,
Shattered far back,
To where our paths once joined.
Before it split,
The road was bright,
We can't go back,
But our paths are getting closer,
We could meet again.
Even when clouds,
Darkened our skies,
Together we'd stand strong,
You were my lifeline,
Let's find that strength again.
To what's past,
Though we can't go back,
We can make memories again,
We can not change the past,
We only have the future,
So here's to us, now, and then.

Dreaming/Lonely

My dreams overcome me,
Like I'm treading water,
I'm treading thoughts in my head,
Just out of my depth,
I need someone taller,
There to take me in their arms,
So I can relax,
And think clearly,
Not struggling for breath,
But tonight I am alone,
Just myself on my bed,
I'm thinking and I'm dreaming,
Flying over oceans in my mind,
And longing for my flight,
To be reality,
Just dreaming, wishing,
I wasn't lonely tonight.

What I'm Thinking About

Darling, I am lost,
I've simply lost myself,
Don't know what I'm saying,
What I'm thinking about.

Thoughts come and go,
They don't hang around,
Long enough for me to know,
What I'm thinking about.

My head is floating,
I'm awake in dreamland,
Feeling alright but I don't know,
What I'm thinking about.

A New Beginning

I slam the door,
And turn the key.
Never going back.
Perhaps this is wrong,
But it feels so right.
I hope I stay happy.
Finally free,
My heart soars.
It’s got ideas.
For one door closed,
Many are opened.
Endless possibilities.
Keys swinging on a chain,
Ready to open up my life.
Which one is right?

Let Go

I can't think straight,
I just don't want it to be true,
But I don't see why she'd lie,
And it wouldn't be much new.

Hey girl, he's just a guy,
And it seems they're all the same,
She's just a girl,
All that changes is her name.

Did he ever care,
I really don't know,
I just know I did,
But I have to let it go.