Somewhat Surreal

And you'd think I'd care,
But it's over now,
Nothing can be done,
Truth and lies,
Of the day,
But nowt can penetrate,
Nothing can end the numbness,
That shadows the light of those events,
Leaving them in a certain surrealism,
Like a dream,
That would become a nightmare,
If to reoccur,
But never again,
It's not going to happen,
A promise to be kept.

Importance Lies in Bed

All these spiraling lies,
That we've come to despise,
Flying around so we don't know,
What is true and what's for show,
All is unsure,
No idea what to believe anymore,
Is there anyone to trust,
Among the lies and lust,
Or is love truly dead,
And all importance left in bed,
Does everyone just wanna fuck,
Or may I have a little luck,
And find a lover,
Like no other,
To be with forever,
And lie to never.

Evil Guy

There was evil in his eyes,
As he paced the room,
It was easy to see,
This guy was death and doom,
There would be no escape,
There would be no mercy,
This guy was harsh,
Evil as could be,
You'd better watch your step,
Mind where you go,
'Cause he could be lurking,
You'd never know.

Online

Standing life stuck in this place,
Getting by with my own embrace,
Because between us there's so much space,
And I'm hating loving you now.
You're amazing in every way,
Coming through for me most everyday,
Because you always know what to say,
And I'm not sure I want to be so close to you now.
You help me know what to do,
Bring sense back into view,
Because I can talk and listen to you,
And I wish I was with you all now.

This Thing of Caring

There's a constant worry,
That I want to go away,
It's this thing of caring,
That's not going my way,
With such a heated passion,
I want some lives to be fine,
As long as those few have good lives,
I don't particularly care about mine,
If there could be confirmation,
They'd have no need to cry,
Then it'd be easier,
For me to live my lie.

The Drink and Two Lovers

It's so sad,
To see you falling,
With all you're doing,
You'll soon be crawling,
You can't keep going,
How you are at the moment,
I can't bear to watch it,
It's twisted, bent,
It hurts me to see,
You hurting yourself,
But I can't find the words to stop you,
Within myself,
You can't see the pain you cause,
To yourself and others,
You have to stop this,
The drink and two lovers.

Crushing Pain

I'm finding it hard to bear,
This crushing pain,
I see my life wither,
As I walk through the rain,
Right before my face,
My world is falling down,
Tears build in my eyes,
As all seems to hit the ground,
I can't find the strength to care,
About anything but him,
Without him life is pointless,
All but him is dim,
Everything is black and white,
And I'm so sick of it,
He's the only colour,
He's oh so brightly lit,
I love him with all my heart,
I need him to light the way,
But he's just out of reach,
And it hurts more than I can say,
I want to be with him dearly,
But I know only too well,
That I cannot touch him,
So I live my life in hell,
I long for him to love me,
But that's just a dream,
I want this feeling to die,
But it's so extreme.